...

just now
had the motivational talk
at st joseph convent
i was half sleepings seh..
it was so boring
its the same like any other talk
wat a waste of time..
hmm...
then went home with ella
instead of them
i didnt want to ruin their time
with that person
ella...damn cheeky lar tat girl
she was talking bout the cute guys
from the other school
actually tat was wat tat was on my mind too
hahaa
really!
a lot of cute guys
but they were kinda rude
i mean..
the speaker havent finish their speech the were claping already
then they were moaning when they found out it was extended
how would u feel if u were the speaker??
typical me..
i always care bout peoples feelings first.
sometimes it feels stupid..

hahhaha

had almost 7 periods of physics today!!
i thought i gonna die
but it was damn funny
wohoo...mr chia made it so fun
i used to hate physics a lot
n love chem
but now its the other way round
hahhaa
rmb something mr chia ask
how to spell isotopes??
I-S-O
..wat??...
I-S-O....
wat??
I-S-O...
okay...
4 those who dun get it..
try saying I-S-O
it will sound like
i ass hole..
muahahaha
funny right....
then..
he talk bout wan ton noodles..
we didnt see the joke
but then he ask us to find the meaning of wanton
in the dictionary..
damn funny!!
it means..
some sort of a slut!!
hahah
imagine u are an angmoh
then see
wanton noodles!!
hahhaha

huh??

u are such a pathological liar
so u ABHOR me huh??
do u even know
u are under a misapprehension
wat bullshit ure talking about
so im morally wrong
wat rights do u have
by saying tat bout me??
i have morals
my parents taught me good morals
i cant accept it
give me proof
tat can support ur accusation
u are so vindictive
everything in ur blog is gratuitous
im already beleaguered as it is
pls dun disturb anymore
i never do anything to u soo...
BUZZ OFF will ya??

soo sloppy

hahah
today i soo sloppy
went to the library
cuz i was bored to death
i wore baggy jeans
dunno whose black shirt
n slippers
wore some eyeliner
hair was in a mess
so i pinned up my hair
then wore my specs
hoping tat no one recognise me
hahaa
i guess
i couldnt be bothered..
this is how a heart break feels like
haiz..
sorie to all the people
whose heart have been broken by me
didnt know it hurts so bad
REALLY SORIE
emo me..
emo me...
emo me....
juz feel like crying
when i think bout u...

shit

OMG
listened 2 avenged sevenfold song
used tat guitar pick
n found the ring he gave for valentines
i just cant seem to forget him
its the first time sia
u see
i have neva regretted breaking up wif anybody
neva cried over somebody
but...ian...
congrats
u're the first
i dunno why
he left such a deep impact
Arghh
its all my fault
i didnt spend enough time wif him
i was too busy
i should have seen it coming
it have been weeks..
he's still on my mind
i want to get rid of him real bad
but i cant!!
his bdae is coming!!..
there!!u see..
i remembered!!
i dun want to..
i missed those jokes
although i hated it
.....
i know im not pretty
n u deserve better
u once said im nt suitable 4 u
cuz im smarter
wtf
its tat the real reason
cuz it sounds like bullshit to me
i think the truth is...
u found someone better
maybe a minah
biaselah...ITE kan belambak
arghh
what am i crapping bout!!
i miss him but i hate him
NO...
i dun hate him
its just tat....haiz...dunno lah
i thought he was different
HE IS
but...
......
dunno lah...
SUFIAN...
hope we are still friends...
I really hope so....

ewww sooo uglyyy!!!!!!

we got our class t shirt today
first thought on my mind was
EWWWW
Soooooo ugllyyy!!
it was really ugly

i thought it was supposed to be DARK GREEN?
why it became LIME GREEN??
n who the fuck suggested ORANGE design
oH!!!I know!!!it was u!!!
the design sooo ugly tooo

at first we all choose RONG HUI's design
it was damn nice lah..
it was a crown..veri nice one
then she said cannot use cuz
got some sort of a cross at the top

Sejak biler kau religious ni??
agaknye sembahyang pon tak??
the cross dun have meaning so its okay
kau tak blaja agama ke??
kalau tak pon tukar jer dier nye cross

but u insist on changing everything
Why??
cuz ur heart pain cuz people neva choose ur design
sooo...u visualised an ugly picture
n ask nasri to draw

when teacher ask the class about the colour
ur muker masam cam sial
cuz green was choosen
i heard u said something like this
'aper seh budak cine kiter yg design abih dieorg yg sibok nk choose colour'

eh babe!!!
actually kan
rong hui yang design
kau cumer copy n tukar2 jer
stop trying to take control of evrything..

its making me sick!!

:(

its finally over...8.1.2006-9.4.2006...

HmmPh!!!My appetite is ruin!!

ArGhh...I hate unthoughtful people!!!...i went for lunch with my family at kfc..it was full...then...
got 1 table..the person finished eating already but they purposely dun want to let us sit...I can see it was INTENTIONAL!!!SOOOOOOooooo inconsiderate..i was SOOOoooo pissed off!!! at last got place to sit...but...people who know me will know this...once im pissed off...i dun want to eat...SOOOooo i waited outside for my family members to finish eating...THEN!!!!.....i saw the inconsiderate people quickly giving their seats to a chinese family!!!SOOOoooo RACIST!!!im so fucking angry!!!then for dinner...once again my appetite was ruin...we went to banquet at marine parade..then my maid accidentally bump again this man...he was staring at me like my fault like...WTF..IF TAK NAK KENE LANGGAR JGN MAKAN PAT TEMPAT CAM NIE ARH!! PERGI RESTAURANT MAHAL-MAHAL ARH!!!KALAU PAT SINI JGN NAK STEP LOADED ARH!!!MENYAMPAH AKU TENGGOK!!!!ABIH BINI DIER DAH LAH MCM MAMI JARUM...KAU TENGGOK JEWELLERY DIER...AGAKNYE BEDEK!!AKU PON BOLEH BELI BANYAK-BANYAK SEH!!!...... so arrogant!!!