US:fad/ me/ ani

be afraid of me...Be verY aFraiD!!
Gawd!!!im soOO sleppy
eh!!!
Ari SMILE...say CheEsE
Im Loving My New Wallet
Seriously i was bored

woHoo!!

blood,bra,and everything violent
tat was the ingredient needed
to make an awesome gig!!!
hahaa

the gig was at ij
wasted seh come late
all thanks 2 fadly's friend
ish2

one guitairist was hit by a bass
hahaa
fadly thought the blood
on his shirt was a design

then the band called
'melyssa'...i think tat is the band name
im nt sure
all the members dress like girl

then...
somebody threw a bra around
damn funny!!
everyone was like..'SIOL ARH!!'

then the moshing was crazy
my head was banged on the wall twice
when MUCHIES..(i tink tat is the band)
played saosin's seven yrs...the crowd went crazy

INCLUDING ME...hahhaa
but i dun dare 2 mosh
the guys all so ganas!!
went home and slept rite away..soO tired..zZZzz

hahaa

YAY!!
im getting a new wadrobe
why??
cuz my wadrobe broke!!
hahaa
i think cuz there's toO much clothes!!
weLL..im a shopaholic
N..always buy clothes and never wear them
my current wadrobe is from ikea
and its not strong
cuz its DIY
Come to think of it
im such a money waster!!
i have dozens of clothes
n only wear the same thing
again and again!!
some of them quite expensive tOo..
Like a skirt i brought for $50
i wore it like once only!!
oh ya n the blouse from metro
like $60++
dunno why i buy
im a t-shirt kinda person
WASTE!!WASTE!!
ishish
NNNNnnn
i have 2 dresses tat are the same!!
Fcuk!!
i see clothes tat i like
then i juz buy!!..

NOTE TO SELF:

think ten times before buying!!

hehhee...im going to ISETAN to shop on sunday!!
buying more clothes!!hehhee...n yah..i want to buy that escada island kiss perfume too
n that roxy wallet...n guess bag...n fossil watch toO...oh ya almost forget...new black converse
oOOuuuUUu...n more band tees!!!...n new jeans..hahaa..the one frm giordano quite nice!!
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n the list goes on...HAHHAha!!

i miss those days

went to Cp with jannah n wani
it seems like ages ago that we were hanging out
too bad aini wasnt with us
those were the days...

i miss those days
where we laugh and talk
about nonsense stuff
it was nice

i realise how much i miss them
although we see each other everyday
its not the same with HER around
i dun feel comfortable laughing with them when SHE's around

why must SHE appear in my life
life was so great then...
now...it seems that everything change
now ..they are closer to HER

NOT FAIR!!!
i was friends with them first
now YOU are taking them away from me
it seems like YOU dont like them to talk to me

ANOTHER NOT FAIR SITUATION:
its not fair tat many people now like him
i like him first
although he was a nerd back then..there's just something bout him

now tat he is changed
no longer nerdish
dozens of girls are after him..hmpHh!!NOT FAIR
who is he?

he is Aqmal
although i have a bf already...i like him
i LIKE not LOVE
its different things
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im....

CRANKY!!!
tat is my mood today
so damn tired

i slept at bout 12+ yesterday
woke up at 5AM!!!
juz to do my 4 COMPOSITIONS!!!

recess still doing homework so never eat
then lunch ate sandwich
which is my meal for the whole day

hungry and tired
still need to do english summary
BORING!!

then got chem practical
seriously,the teacher is SORTZ
suddenly angry at everybody..HMmPhH

straight after that got ELDDS
waited for 2 hrs to discuss the costume
but in the end she ask us to go home!!

reach home at bout 7
then must go NGAJI!!
dahlah takder energy..nak bacer pun takder mood

on the way home
MY SIS STEP ON MY FOOT AND MY NAILS WERE CRUSHED!!
blood were oozing out and it hurt like hell

Kena water how??
sure more painful!!
tat sums up my bad day!!

!!!!!!!!!

GAWD!!...
i miss IAN so much!!!...<33
have not seen him for weeks!!..
luckily he understand that im busy with studies..


AwW...
He's so sweet
he wants me to concentrate on my studies first
HEARTS him soOo much!!
i think i want to meet him tomorrow

BUT!!..
i havent done my homework yet!!
SECONDARy sch life is sOo boring!!
homework,homeworks n more homeworks

HOLIDAYS sucks
u only get more homeworks
im stressed out cuz i have not done any
i have one whole freakin week to complete it
but...as usual...im a last minute kinda person...

one week passes by just in blink of an eye
all i did was to read books
i finish 4 books in 2 days and
keep going back to the library for more books

right now im still thinkin of which homework to do first
theres juz too much to choose from
eng,maths,chem,poa,malay or ss??
im gonna be a superwoman and finish everything in 1 day!!

IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!

...ZZzzzZzzz...........

yay
im updating after sOo long
well..tats cuz
now is the only time tat i can use the comp
usually im either tOo tired or
someone else using

although there's 2 comp in my house
everybody seemed to like my comp
which pissed me off
i hardly get to use my comp
its MINE!!!remember tat...

well...
now let me tell u wat happen for the past week
i cant remember much
oh ya!!
there were a lot of test last week
i swear im gonna be dead soon

oh ya!!
i bought a new phone!!
with my own money!!
which is a surprise to my dad
cuz im KEDEKUT!!hahaa..
used my bursary money which ive been keeping in my piggy bank
its empty now except for a few 5cents coins
pathetic??i know..

another thing is tat
our poa teacher
is havin problems with her pregnancy
n will not be comin back so soon
so we have a relief teacher who have ZERO experience
DAD!!!!!im gonna need a poa tuition teacher
or else im gonna flunk poa real bad
who is good in poa??help me pls!!

oh god...
i miss him soO much
his prepaid is low n he is broke
just like me..typical teenager
haven't meet him for quite a while
well tats bcuz i really have no time
O levels is very important and i need to study real hard
My dad says if i qualify for JC he's gonna give me 1ooo bucks + anything i want
tats a good deal

anw..i want to ace my O's nt cuz of tat but for myself
i really wanna have a good future
its really important
my motto now is:SUFFER NOW ENJOY LATER...

many teenagers my age have the heck care attitude which is no good
i mean like..
if u enjoy now..u might not have a great future
unless u have super rich parents or talent..
which i dun have
life have always been hard and im not gonna be like this forever

oh ya!!
what do you think about a lime green shirt with orange design??
Eww rite??
tats the colour scheme for my class t-shirt
i swear im nt wearing it
as a fashion designer/stylist wannabe
i ought to protest
its gonna ruin my reputation
hahaaa
im such a drama queen...

juz now got English common test
i was so lethargic tat i almost slept halfway through
the boring passage did not help one bit...
its all thanks to P.E lah
played captains ball
run here...run there
till no more energy....

took my weight juz now
ARGhhh!!!
im growing fatter by the minute
im gonna start my crash diet again
u know..
it really works..
its the fastest way to lose weight
stop sayin im having eating disorder!!
i hate it!!im juz havin a healthy lifestyle!!

my dad is so paranoid
cuz he bought a lot of spagetthi sauce
cuz im always tempted to eat it

oh shit i juz remembered!!
tomorrow got drama
havent read the script
arghh!!
i think i lost it..

tats all 4 now..
must find the script
maybe i'll update tomorrow
bye!!