shit

OMG
listened 2 avenged sevenfold song
used tat guitar pick
n found the ring he gave for valentines
i just cant seem to forget him
its the first time sia
u see
i have neva regretted breaking up wif anybody
neva cried over somebody
but...ian...
congrats
u're the first
i dunno why
he left such a deep impact
Arghh
its all my fault
i didnt spend enough time wif him
i was too busy
i should have seen it coming
it have been weeks..
he's still on my mind
i want to get rid of him real bad
but i cant!!
his bdae is coming!!..
there!!u see..
i remembered!!
i dun want to..
i missed those jokes
although i hated it
.....
i know im not pretty
n u deserve better
u once said im nt suitable 4 u
cuz im smarter
wtf
its tat the real reason
cuz it sounds like bullshit to me
i think the truth is...
u found someone better
maybe a minah
biaselah...ITE kan belambak
arghh
what am i crapping bout!!
i miss him but i hate him
NO...
i dun hate him
its just tat....haiz...dunno lah
i thought he was different
HE IS
but...
......
dunno lah...
SUFIAN...
hope we are still friends...
I really hope so....